WILD FLOWERS CAN WAIT

She told me not to buy so many clothes.
She told me to marry a christian guy.
She said that God is the most important.
She told me that i needa study hard

SHe told me that life is precious and that me and sis was her favorite darlings and the main motivation for living

She told me to take care of yichin

She told me to be there for yichin when she’s no longer around

She told me that she loved me

ARGH. I MISS MOMMY :( WHY DID U HAVE TO LEAVE?

And i should start acting like one. I’m so ashamed of my past behaviors even after I accepted Christ into my life. As i look at other christians putting God as their priority while I continue to be distracted by worldly things, I feel like a failure.

God, why am i drifting further and further away from u. I shouldn’t be this way, not anymore.

Woke up late today along with all my lazy cousins! idk why they so lazy also lol. yeah, anyway.. We watched a stupidly funny msia movie with the WHOLE family. As in literally everyone, from cousins to aunties and uncles and even my grandparents. RARE SHIT! Lol, yeah we went to eat at some restaurant that is infested with flies. I spent all my time swatting the flies and didnt eat much. No appetite siah!! Then we went to sing Kareoke LOL , I sang the loudest even if my voice was awful and sang the most cause im shameless like that :p HAHAHA. 

AWW HALF OF MY COLLECTION OF SHOES <3 Shoes forever man.

HAHAHAHHA CREEEPY SSMILE!!!!!!!! 

LOL, i love my monkey so much <3 

Nights. 

So.. this is the first cny i had without mom.. :( 
Ofcourse I missed her every single day. And yah, so… Life goes on u stupid bitch lol.

Yeahhh so I missed my awesome cousins, the penang laksa and chendols??

Heehee. Yeahhh, finally took some decent shots or undecent ones maybe :/ HAHAHA.

My sweetheart = Hannah Chua Yi Han LOL. They pronounce her name as Ah nah. (cause they’re msians?? LOL) Cutest chubbiest cheeks EVER <3

Ok yeah, my cousins. Some hippo-sized, some skinnylikesupermodels, some giraffes, some dwarfs but all are gorgeous :D

Idk where all the guys go. Lol. Camera shy?? 

Honestly, I don’t really care about the ang bao money haha.. Cause from RM to SG also left very little money liao lol. And also.. CNY is ALL ABOUT THE PRETTY CLOTHES, MAKEUP AND ERM FOOD. LOL. Ok la. It should be……….. Catching up w my family? Yah, msia is not bad la.. Except for the toilet, the hygiene and the humid weather lol.

I’m gnna go JC soon. Ahhh, so scary but i shall be brave and face my fears?? And get used to the new environment and still love CH forever and ever hahaha. <3

And this sums up my second day of CNY. I waiting for that fat pig to online now hahaha.